This sentence falsely implies that I have integrated Objectivism more than I actually have. It’s more of a statement about what things I think it would feel good to achieve for the ideal man, whom I aspire to be.
For me personally, there are definitely some things that I’m pretty sure are pro-life but also don’t feel good to do (and vice versa).
edit: and also some things where I’m just not sure whether or not they are good