This is a “just try harder” type of answer. Those are usually not the correct answer, or at least not the full answer.
Generally, there’s an unresolved conflict. There’s something you like about vacation mode or dislike about non-vacation mode. Part of you disagrees with another part of you. Identifying your reasons and thinking them through more can help resolve the conflict. This tends to require introspection. One approach to introspection is Don’t Suppress Your Intuition
Unresolved conflicts between your ideas can cause this.