That’s interesting, I’ve dealt with something similar. Like grammar seems like a cool subject to study and something a philosopher would do. But later on I find out there’s small things I don’t like about it, for example, dealing with prepositions and defining words. Idk if that happens to you, but I find out the things I don’t like about an activity and it makes me wonder if the activity is too hard for me.
What i like doing is practicing a single skill like defining words or typing cuz the activity doesn’t change much and it doesnt get variably harder like you dont have to keep using different skills to learn the subject. You can keep revisiting the same skill and get slightly better over time.
I also like practicing single skills cuz I get to use some of the CF suggested tools like trees or posting on the forum and get practice with those too. So that way it’s not far off from doing philosophy learning.