I’ll discuss the missing part (goals, plans etc) once I thought more about it.
I think that I got intimidated and postponed doing what I said I would do indefinitely.
After particularly reading this and this I think that what I should do is do some more basic and easier stuff.
I think working on grammar and watching and learning from “Tutoring Max” videos, as was recommended to Max, is what I should aim at doing.
I have a bad track record of completing/finishing stuff - especially stuff related to philosophy. I don’t know if the grammar stuff will be more successful than other things. One reason as to why it could be more successful is that the grammar stuff has a fair amount of structured material (something I think is important for me at the moment due to poor organizational skills). Another reason as to why learning grammar could be more successful is that I am starting to somewhat understand it’s importance for understanding and learning other things.
Edit: fixed typo (“am” to “aim”).