[Dface] I'm Having Trouble Posting and A Reflection of My Two Months on the Forum

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Hello, I made a post around midnight today to reply to @LMD , and I think I somehow messed up like I gave him the wrong info around the end of the post. I don’t know why I think this, but usually when I do something wrong irl it takes a few hours to realize what bad I did in my head.

Here’s the last part of the post. In case, anyone wants to read it and know what reply I’m referring to:

@Dface

@LMD

I’m wondering if you had read that too.

Yeah, I did read that. I think it made me think a lot about averages and our average work.

I know that ET talks about averages like not just in the work we do, but I think in stuff we regularly do like our behaviors. One of the behaviors is like being a jerk once a week still makes the person a jerk and is part of who they are. I think the point I got is there is average stuff that we do and I thought maybe it applied to our writing as well.

I got really tired of rewriting stuff a lot and I thought maybe the first thing we write is enough in a way cuz that’s we’re able to do without a lot of effort. Maybe some edits here and there to fix spelling and mistakes. I thought if we do something on average then that’s what we’re capable of and we can fix the stuff we have a lot of trouble.

I think I have like a stress problem in life and when doing CF like when any situation happens that is good and bad I have a hard time judging how well I did or not. It makes me think for hours on end until I feel better about it.

I don’t really think I can exactly make those problems I have into something objective to discuss, but I think I can ask objective questions to get more general info:

Is there anyone in FI/CF that gets too stressed to post? Like they stressed themselves out over little things? I’ll try to look up on my own and see. Also, some self-help books about stress sounds like it could help.

Is it more common to make mistakes and mess up when trying new activities? Like not just on the activities but how well you conduct yourself?(e.g. getting angry too easily or handling your own emotions well or not watching your ego)

I think I got carried away a bit with my tips/advice/whatever I made to @LMD I wish instead of the quoted reply I gave him above I said something like, “Yeah, I did read that. I think my post was referring to the average job that we usually make. I’m sorry I don’t know how to clarify, but I hope my experience with posting helped you a bit.” Even though I wish that to happen, that is not what I ended up saying.